Greyson Chance - Waiting Outside The Lines

Fantastic kid. Such a young age, to attain a strong unique voice, Bless him. :)

Calm after the storm

OKAY FOLKS updates. Nothing much so far. Going on solo photo shoots quite sometime. Maybe this is how I 'relak' myself. Its so fascinating to indulge yourself with nature. How grateful I am to have this opportunity to discover what is this world has to give. Not always literally but more abstract such as freedom, tranquility, happiness, life and the people around us. Yep, people around us is what I think these days we always cherish. We are afraid of being cast away from society. Unfortunately, I made a decision which of course has pros and cons. Oh my~~ I sounded like a analyst. . . I kinda of like told one of my friend that we shouldn't be that close with each other anymore. I just can't bring myself to the fact I have to stop liking her more than a friend. I've accepted the fact she doesn't feel the same way. I just don't want to hate her because of that or be jealous(that's precisely normal luhhh). I've made her cry and its not something to hope for. I always do my best to make her happy instead it happened the other way round. Up till today, its still wondering around my mind. I've made this  decision because I don't want to hurt you any further and even if it hurts me I can take it as this would be the last thing I would do as a close friend.  How would you feel to end a friendship? Nahh. . . I doubt its gonna be great. Its a sad thing. How could a friend hurt his/her friend? He/she supposed to care for the friend. I believe that if I'm going to be friends with another person, we have to be open to each other and won't complicate each other's life. Well this is basically what's my opinion luhh . . . .

 Nonetheless, this are some of my recent photos. Check it out aytes :D The rest of it would be on my facebook.

Fortunately, this happened coincidentally when I was about to leave. Happy to snap this.

New! Sounded like newt? Don't ya think?

It's a new day, it's a new start, it's alive with the beating of a new heart. . . - Daniel Beddingfield(you guys can continue the song, I kinda forgot)

Anyway, I want to wish all of ya folks a fresh start of the year. For those who didn't, I feel ya man. . . we're in the same boat. Basically my family didn't really celebrate except we "lepak" in the house the whole day.

I hope all of us had a great start of the new year. Unfortunately, for some, didn't end up pleasantly. Some things are meant to happen for a reason. You may see it in a negative way but in the long run it will turn out to be better. I've learn that some people we met in our lives doesn't stay with us till the end, because they have done their part and so, they leave. Usually, we thought when we part our ways with a friend, he/she doesn't like to hang out with me anymore. Hehehe, its human nature. But being optimistic, maybe understanding a friend doesn't have to talk or hang out with him/her. Sometimes it sad that we have to part our ways. Since you told me that we should tell honestly to each other, well this is what I wanted to tell you. Its been a joyride hang it out with you. We did enjoy our moments when we play, joke and chat with each other. But not to forget when we grieved our sad times too. I imagine our bond is like a roller coaster. In the beginning, we enjoyed with each other. In the middle, we encounter road bumps and smooth rides. Towards the end, we will either bond closer or lose our connection with each other.

Yes, I totally agree with you that guys thought its easier to avoid, because we want to forget everything about it, in the end the memories caught us and it pain us. In the end, what do you intend to do when you know this happens? The guy is trying his best to accept what reality is. He doesn't want to put the blame on you. Right now, he actually wants to talk to you more but he knows that you doesn't have the same feeling for him and he doesn't want to grow feelings for you more.


Some solo photo shoot during 1st morning of New Year when everyone is still sleeping soundly.

Flowers still sleeping after the countdown party. Brilliant.

I still see people fishing though :'(

Fisherman's friend

Lastly, it was worth it that we crossed each other paths.

E.C.P Vs W.C.P

Eat, chat and play Vs Windy, chill and peace out.

Everybody has their own preferences. Well for me, both coast are good spots to have fun and relax. But I would  prefer west coast because:

1) Its nearer to my house since its in the west area
2) Cheaper transportation fees
3) Shorter journey time
4) Accessibility better than east coast as you need to take a bus and a bit of a walk. However, the distance between the bus stop to the west coast is very short. So little is taken for walking.

Here are some of the pics:

Picture of that day.

I have no excuses, you have the right to hate me, scold me, despise me or anything else, because you deserve a better friend than me. I have done nothing but pain and hurt to you.